Post by Rogernomics on Aug 28, 2008 19:47:23 GMT 2
I owe this. It's my apology for wasting your time, and for being so full of propaganda. 
There is something I have to explain. My propaganda has not explained this well. Propaganda is like a poem, and my poetic skill has been poor of late, and for that there must be a ballad of apologies. But to be said simply I am not here to be loved or to stand beneath demagogues. I am here to be an individual.
When Brommanikia and his regime of demagogues attacked me, he attacked an ancient viper that has been silent for almost a year and that ladies and gentleman is my soul. A women’s scorn is said to be the most to fear, but it is the soul most dangerous. It is the soul that is more to be feared for it can sell its very being to the forces of good, the forces of evil and even to the depths of despair upon which none may escape.
My dreams are indeterminable, but really are they not my own? Dreams for me bring the character within to the surface; my dreams are full of demons, the devil and even the simplicity of a pizza. These may mean nothing to some but a lot to me. These prove my moral conviction, because in every dream I find moral wrong, faith and hope to win through.
Agnovilan and his favourites have told me with words and propaganda of their own that Agnovilan cannot be held accountable, that his character is pure without fault. But really is anyone without fault, can anyone escape blame. To put all of this simply, the only honest reply is no.
To tell you the truth even I am with fault, but at least this I admit time and time again. There would be wrong in my consciousness if I did not admit my errors, but this shows my openness to change in all its forms either wanted or abhorred.
The failure of most is their failure to change, to reveal what they find as truth and allow it to be ripped apart by the truth of others, if that truth is just and pure and so worthy to do so. But I do not believe that Brommanikia’s truth is pure, that his region is just, nor are Agnovilan, Hadisthe and some of the ancient vipers that remain in their own depths.
The Last Kingdom is no paradise, and through this speech, (though my oratory is not the best, nor has it ever been) in these words I shall tell my heart, my soul and breathe life into my thoughts.
My story begins in The Praetorian Empire, where my soul leaped out and began to gaze more closely upon the world. Brommanikia, Agnovilan and Hadisthe have questioned my patriotism and my loyalty. So this can only been answered here, where it all began.
With my entry to The Praetorian Empire there was pure intent, not negativity. Within ancient Rome and ancient Greece my soul really did glide. As the myths and tales of great gods, great kings and great heroes won my heart it changed my perception and changed what I formally stood for.
Some may question my judgement up to forum deletion of this region, but is one so caught up in so much love and of so much interest an enemy of the very region I stood most to gain from? There was a lot to gain for friendship, political success, even pride. This is one of the reasons I was in Nationstates. Friendship was most important. At that time political success and pride were secondary to friendship. But for Brommanikia he had a different path, one obsessed with power, greedy for personal prestige and most of all overwhelming disrespect for all who get in his way.
During The Praetorian Empire, in its happy days Sergeant General, Agnovilan and Brommanikia had built that region without a doubt. But who brought this region activity, with out a doubt it was I and though I hate to say it today Emperor Addarow.
Sergeant General, Agnovilan and Brommanikia may have built a region, but it takes more than recruitment to bring a region together. As has been proven all across Nationstates, even all across real life.
And did I bring The Praetorian Empire together for a time? I really believe I did. When I lead their Senate I built up a base of Senators to be in it, and they did listen and I will tell you why. I saw them. They arrived each day and they did view the forum, they did listen to my ideas. But there was little time for that to reach fulfilment because only a month or so would pass till that dream was shattered.
Suddenly the forum was deleted, the work of Sergeant General, Agnovilan, me and Brommanikia was gone because Emperor Addarow grew tired, resentful and hateful of the region his friends decided to join, but most of all because he did not feel empowered.
But I did try to stop this catastrophe. My mind was pure, but the demagogues of The Last Kingdom in their infinite wisdom and in their so-called godlike powers of deduction believe that it was my entire fault. But one fact proves them wrong, placing the entire blame on me proves their argument redundant and unbelievable even from the start.
When the forum of The Praetorian Empire died, was I saddened, was I shocked? Yes I was, and there are so many sources to confirm this, after all did I not appear at The West Pacific and clearly point out Emperor Addarow’s crime to the whole region. It was I who said to The West Pacific that The Praetorian Empire forum was gone and that Emperor Addarow in a fit of disrespect for all a whole region did that crime of forum deletion.
But Agnovilan, Hadisthe and Brommanikia have denied this. They claim it was my fault and I repeat again they believe it was my entire fault that the forum was deleted, and that I was a traitor to the region.
But really am I? I seem to remember that the day before the forum was deleted making Emperor Addarow a moderator. My reasons were clear for this and they will be explained clearly.
The reason why Emperor Addarow was reduced to a moderator was simple, dishonest conduct. He had clearly moved a large group of nations to a new region without stating to the Senate or any authorities of The Praetorian Empire, which he was legally bound to by region law to tell. To put it simply he lied to me and lied to the region. So I put him on temporary reprimand. I reduced his status from Admin to Moderator. Was I to know that Emperor Addarow had conjured up a bag of magic tricks to delete the forum? No. I am not god. But apparently Agnovilan, Brommanikia and Hadisthe think I am god, and that I knew what Emperor Addarow was thinking. Now whom may I ask is the traitor? To put it simply the only traitor was Emperor Addarow.
Then I rebuilt the forum, and was that the work of a traitor? Obviously it was not. That was the work of someone who cared for the region. I choose that forum especially so that I could make a Roman theme, and it fit I believed. But sadly Emperor Addarow had left his mark. As much as I tried with the old forum destroyed, all the activity seemed to die with it. A senate did rise from the ashes, and it was established again with my guiding hand.
Then disputes of leadership broke out, and guess who started this dispute over power? Brommanikia and Agnovilan had started it, that’s right. Not me, and certainly not Sergeant General but them. They were not content with the status quo, oh no. They decided to turn on their old founder and soon they found a suitable scapegoat to attack. Guess the scapegoat? That was I.
How was I the scapegoat well there were certain principles that I stood by that they felt were against what they believed the region should be. What were my beliefs? I believed if my heart the region should follow the defender path, it should breed civilisation and not breed war. They thought different, when I proposed that The Praetorian Empire should follow the defender path through the DSA: A D N by merging or joining 01 Eastern Roman Empire region they refused, and to tell you what? That made me leave them to their squabbling and so I left to 01 Eastern Roman Empire.
What happened next should be clear to some at least I hope. Agnovilan, Brommanikia Hadisthe (who I regard even today as Brommanikia’s henchman or dirty jobs man), and a member called Arden Hills who I knew from basically the time I joined Nationstates decided to make The Last Kingdom an independent region of The Praetorian Empire.
This I despised. But I had but one reason. To me The Last Kingdom was a vast abomination, a total expression of the obsession with power that Agnovilan, Brommanikia and Hadisthe had in Nationstates. For me Nationstates exists for community and friendship. For them it seemed to me Nationstates was only a community to use for self-interest and fulfilment of power. So yes I attacked it with propaganda from 01 ERE and I have to say I enjoyed it with a vengeance.
Though eventually I felt disheartened with 01 Eastern Roman Empire. When I finally got invited to The Last Kingdom I was happy. Why was I happy? Simple. For almost a year I had disliked Agnovilan, Brommanikia and Hadisthe for the past, and suddenly it seemed as if all was forgotten and that I could move on with old friends. But clearly as things turned out it was not to be.
So what could I give to this region? Well very little. Though it was hardly my fault for this. Internal turmoil had been brewing for some time between Rykkland who favoured a democratic approach and the side of Agnovilan, Brommanikia and Hadisthe that valued the more totalitarian approach.
So in-between this dispute was me the newcomer, watching on. I tried to mediate, tried to say that we should compromise as a region. But that meet dead ears, I even said that this was tearing the region apart. Still there were death ears. Then finally things bit the bullet and Rykkland left to found the region Kodiak. It was a tragedy for the region to split. Everyone eventually came to see it that way. And suddenly Brommanikia died.
Suddenly everything I had ever had against Brommanikia, Agnovilan and Hadisthe disappeared, as I felt sad that Brommanikia was dead. I did say my farewells, I even made a U Tube video for him but I decided not to post it for fear of upsetting people through the music. Then one conversation changed that, when Rykkland told me by MSN that Brommanikia was in fact alive. When I heard that I was in total shock. This must be a joke, it seriously couldn’t be happening.
At that point I was onto talking to Drop Your Paints via MSN, and I told him I had a secret that I shouldn’t say. Though eventually my mind broke and I released the information that Brommanikia was alive. Though I had little evidence after all I had just the word of one member.
So I put the concept that Brommanikia was alive across Nationstates. The vast majority refused to believe Brommanikia was alive, and said I was being disrespectful to the dead. Hardly. I was quite logical; I did not believe he was dead. So what should I worry about disrespect for. Most people did not see it this way, and held Brommanikia in almost godlike esteem, when he was lying through Agnovilan, Hadisthe and some others of the former TLK High Council.
The Last Kingdom began their attacks on me, and then it became clear eventually after Rykkland gave the evidence, that in truth Brommanikia was alive. And so today Brommanikia, Agnovilan and Hadisthe start their new regime, built totally on lies, quest for power and even for supremacy in Nationstates.
But I say right now. If you support and love The Last Kingdom and what it stands for, then my soul will never support you. As far as I am concerned you are the one with no honour and no concept of moral decency if you are in love The Last Kingdom. Certainly a Kingdomer as Brommanikia, Agnovilan and Hadisthe desire is not someone like me. And hell I am proud of it. I tell the truth, damn proud.
I am not here to be loved, but I like friends, and most of all I like the truth, I like honesty and to make this very clear I love my soul. No matter what anyone may say it is morally good and anyone who says to the contrary can go find another planet or another set of moral values to live on. Because I can tell you right now, mine aren’t shaking, they aren’t dying and they certainly aren’t moving for anyone.
PS: For those small few still respecting me (and still speaking to me). I guess with humour in my voice that those who respect me does not and will not ever include TLK. And you know what? Thank God it doesn’t.
When Brommanikia and his regime of demagogues attacked me, he attacked an ancient viper that has been silent for almost a year and that ladies and gentleman is my soul. A women’s scorn is said to be the most to fear, but it is the soul most dangerous. It is the soul that is more to be feared for it can sell its very being to the forces of good, the forces of evil and even to the depths of despair upon which none may escape.
My dreams are indeterminable, but really are they not my own? Dreams for me bring the character within to the surface; my dreams are full of demons, the devil and even the simplicity of a pizza. These may mean nothing to some but a lot to me. These prove my moral conviction, because in every dream I find moral wrong, faith and hope to win through.
Agnovilan and his favourites have told me with words and propaganda of their own that Agnovilan cannot be held accountable, that his character is pure without fault. But really is anyone without fault, can anyone escape blame. To put all of this simply, the only honest reply is no.
To tell you the truth even I am with fault, but at least this I admit time and time again. There would be wrong in my consciousness if I did not admit my errors, but this shows my openness to change in all its forms either wanted or abhorred.
The failure of most is their failure to change, to reveal what they find as truth and allow it to be ripped apart by the truth of others, if that truth is just and pure and so worthy to do so. But I do not believe that Brommanikia’s truth is pure, that his region is just, nor are Agnovilan, Hadisthe and some of the ancient vipers that remain in their own depths.
The Last Kingdom is no paradise, and through this speech, (though my oratory is not the best, nor has it ever been) in these words I shall tell my heart, my soul and breathe life into my thoughts.
My story begins in The Praetorian Empire, where my soul leaped out and began to gaze more closely upon the world. Brommanikia, Agnovilan and Hadisthe have questioned my patriotism and my loyalty. So this can only been answered here, where it all began.
With my entry to The Praetorian Empire there was pure intent, not negativity. Within ancient Rome and ancient Greece my soul really did glide. As the myths and tales of great gods, great kings and great heroes won my heart it changed my perception and changed what I formally stood for.
Some may question my judgement up to forum deletion of this region, but is one so caught up in so much love and of so much interest an enemy of the very region I stood most to gain from? There was a lot to gain for friendship, political success, even pride. This is one of the reasons I was in Nationstates. Friendship was most important. At that time political success and pride were secondary to friendship. But for Brommanikia he had a different path, one obsessed with power, greedy for personal prestige and most of all overwhelming disrespect for all who get in his way.
During The Praetorian Empire, in its happy days Sergeant General, Agnovilan and Brommanikia had built that region without a doubt. But who brought this region activity, with out a doubt it was I and though I hate to say it today Emperor Addarow.
Sergeant General, Agnovilan and Brommanikia may have built a region, but it takes more than recruitment to bring a region together. As has been proven all across Nationstates, even all across real life.
And did I bring The Praetorian Empire together for a time? I really believe I did. When I lead their Senate I built up a base of Senators to be in it, and they did listen and I will tell you why. I saw them. They arrived each day and they did view the forum, they did listen to my ideas. But there was little time for that to reach fulfilment because only a month or so would pass till that dream was shattered.
Suddenly the forum was deleted, the work of Sergeant General, Agnovilan, me and Brommanikia was gone because Emperor Addarow grew tired, resentful and hateful of the region his friends decided to join, but most of all because he did not feel empowered.
But I did try to stop this catastrophe. My mind was pure, but the demagogues of The Last Kingdom in their infinite wisdom and in their so-called godlike powers of deduction believe that it was my entire fault. But one fact proves them wrong, placing the entire blame on me proves their argument redundant and unbelievable even from the start.
When the forum of The Praetorian Empire died, was I saddened, was I shocked? Yes I was, and there are so many sources to confirm this, after all did I not appear at The West Pacific and clearly point out Emperor Addarow’s crime to the whole region. It was I who said to The West Pacific that The Praetorian Empire forum was gone and that Emperor Addarow in a fit of disrespect for all a whole region did that crime of forum deletion.
But Agnovilan, Hadisthe and Brommanikia have denied this. They claim it was my fault and I repeat again they believe it was my entire fault that the forum was deleted, and that I was a traitor to the region.
But really am I? I seem to remember that the day before the forum was deleted making Emperor Addarow a moderator. My reasons were clear for this and they will be explained clearly.
The reason why Emperor Addarow was reduced to a moderator was simple, dishonest conduct. He had clearly moved a large group of nations to a new region without stating to the Senate or any authorities of The Praetorian Empire, which he was legally bound to by region law to tell. To put it simply he lied to me and lied to the region. So I put him on temporary reprimand. I reduced his status from Admin to Moderator. Was I to know that Emperor Addarow had conjured up a bag of magic tricks to delete the forum? No. I am not god. But apparently Agnovilan, Brommanikia and Hadisthe think I am god, and that I knew what Emperor Addarow was thinking. Now whom may I ask is the traitor? To put it simply the only traitor was Emperor Addarow.
Then I rebuilt the forum, and was that the work of a traitor? Obviously it was not. That was the work of someone who cared for the region. I choose that forum especially so that I could make a Roman theme, and it fit I believed. But sadly Emperor Addarow had left his mark. As much as I tried with the old forum destroyed, all the activity seemed to die with it. A senate did rise from the ashes, and it was established again with my guiding hand.
Then disputes of leadership broke out, and guess who started this dispute over power? Brommanikia and Agnovilan had started it, that’s right. Not me, and certainly not Sergeant General but them. They were not content with the status quo, oh no. They decided to turn on their old founder and soon they found a suitable scapegoat to attack. Guess the scapegoat? That was I.
How was I the scapegoat well there were certain principles that I stood by that they felt were against what they believed the region should be. What were my beliefs? I believed if my heart the region should follow the defender path, it should breed civilisation and not breed war. They thought different, when I proposed that The Praetorian Empire should follow the defender path through the DSA: A D N by merging or joining 01 Eastern Roman Empire region they refused, and to tell you what? That made me leave them to their squabbling and so I left to 01 Eastern Roman Empire.
What happened next should be clear to some at least I hope. Agnovilan, Brommanikia Hadisthe (who I regard even today as Brommanikia’s henchman or dirty jobs man), and a member called Arden Hills who I knew from basically the time I joined Nationstates decided to make The Last Kingdom an independent region of The Praetorian Empire.
This I despised. But I had but one reason. To me The Last Kingdom was a vast abomination, a total expression of the obsession with power that Agnovilan, Brommanikia and Hadisthe had in Nationstates. For me Nationstates exists for community and friendship. For them it seemed to me Nationstates was only a community to use for self-interest and fulfilment of power. So yes I attacked it with propaganda from 01 ERE and I have to say I enjoyed it with a vengeance.
Though eventually I felt disheartened with 01 Eastern Roman Empire. When I finally got invited to The Last Kingdom I was happy. Why was I happy? Simple. For almost a year I had disliked Agnovilan, Brommanikia and Hadisthe for the past, and suddenly it seemed as if all was forgotten and that I could move on with old friends. But clearly as things turned out it was not to be.
So what could I give to this region? Well very little. Though it was hardly my fault for this. Internal turmoil had been brewing for some time between Rykkland who favoured a democratic approach and the side of Agnovilan, Brommanikia and Hadisthe that valued the more totalitarian approach.
So in-between this dispute was me the newcomer, watching on. I tried to mediate, tried to say that we should compromise as a region. But that meet dead ears, I even said that this was tearing the region apart. Still there were death ears. Then finally things bit the bullet and Rykkland left to found the region Kodiak. It was a tragedy for the region to split. Everyone eventually came to see it that way. And suddenly Brommanikia died.
Suddenly everything I had ever had against Brommanikia, Agnovilan and Hadisthe disappeared, as I felt sad that Brommanikia was dead. I did say my farewells, I even made a U Tube video for him but I decided not to post it for fear of upsetting people through the music. Then one conversation changed that, when Rykkland told me by MSN that Brommanikia was in fact alive. When I heard that I was in total shock. This must be a joke, it seriously couldn’t be happening.
At that point I was onto talking to Drop Your Paints via MSN, and I told him I had a secret that I shouldn’t say. Though eventually my mind broke and I released the information that Brommanikia was alive. Though I had little evidence after all I had just the word of one member.
So I put the concept that Brommanikia was alive across Nationstates. The vast majority refused to believe Brommanikia was alive, and said I was being disrespectful to the dead. Hardly. I was quite logical; I did not believe he was dead. So what should I worry about disrespect for. Most people did not see it this way, and held Brommanikia in almost godlike esteem, when he was lying through Agnovilan, Hadisthe and some others of the former TLK High Council.
The Last Kingdom began their attacks on me, and then it became clear eventually after Rykkland gave the evidence, that in truth Brommanikia was alive. And so today Brommanikia, Agnovilan and Hadisthe start their new regime, built totally on lies, quest for power and even for supremacy in Nationstates.
But I say right now. If you support and love The Last Kingdom and what it stands for, then my soul will never support you. As far as I am concerned you are the one with no honour and no concept of moral decency if you are in love The Last Kingdom. Certainly a Kingdomer as Brommanikia, Agnovilan and Hadisthe desire is not someone like me. And hell I am proud of it. I tell the truth, damn proud.
I am not here to be loved, but I like friends, and most of all I like the truth, I like honesty and to make this very clear I love my soul. No matter what anyone may say it is morally good and anyone who says to the contrary can go find another planet or another set of moral values to live on. Because I can tell you right now, mine aren’t shaking, they aren’t dying and they certainly aren’t moving for anyone.
PS: For those small few still respecting me (and still speaking to me). I guess with humour in my voice that those who respect me does not and will not ever include TLK. And you know what? Thank God it doesn’t.
